Leaving on a jet plane

But i know when I'll be back again.
This morning when I dropped jaely off she had no clue that i wouldn't be picking he up. She was happy to start her day with Miss Amber and left me standing in the entry way. As I walked out the door i started to miss her imediately. I feel unteathered and I'm not sure I like it.
I spent many nights away from home in the last 2 years, but I wasn't the primary homeworker then. I am going to miss the routine of pickng up Jaely, being a family, having dinner together, and putting Jaely to bed for the few days (and I'm not reallnsure why I am going to this training).
I am surprised that I feel this way. (I know everything will be fine at home, but I want to b there.) I guess I draw more o my identity from what I do then I thought I did.